Blue Star IX: I Should've Never Got This Tattoo

from by Adam Sapphire

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I never wanted to be
all those things that you saw in me
I never wanted the pain
I guess you knew I was always insane
I just wanted to know
How far you were willing to go
I never wanted to fail
I never wanted to be so damn frail
I never wanted this
All I wanted was just one kiss (whatever fuck this)
I never wanted to cry
watching all my friends and enemies die
I never wanted this blade
I never wanted to be truly afraid
I didn't wanna play God
I guess you knew I was always a fraud
I should've never got this tattoo
because it always reminds me of you

I should have never told you all that stuff
I should've just taken the fucking pills
oh well too fucking late now
I should've realized how crazy I was acting
Maybe I should've quit making music a long time ago
now everybody knows I'm insane

I couldn't kill Lucifer
because I wanted to go back to her
I couldn't let the story end
I still wanted to play pretend
I lost my best friend
I fucked myself over when I hit send
Now I'm the one that you hate
Man, I should've killed the devil back in Chapter 8


from Chapter XV: Adam Sapphire Rocks, released April 20, 2015
Composed by Slopington Heights.
Lyrics & Vocals by Adam Zivojnovich.



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